LoveHavana

I've lost in the disgusting reality recently.

Couldn't tell the good from the bad.
Couldn't see the truth from the lies.
Couldn't stop the thinking but keep feeling.
Couldn't embrace the beauty but stuck in the ugly.
I am in a state of confusion between right and wrong.

I do not know WHAT I am.
I do not know WHO I am.
Could you tell me, too?

Tired of everything.
Lack of feeling.
Trying to let everything go and stay empty me.
And maybe next time or from now on, I won't feel a thing.

So, could I just let it go.......