LoveHavana

I'm not as strong as I thought.
So I felt hurt while the cold eyes and mean people passing through.
Since I don't know what I've done and why you have to treat me like that,
I still try my best to be as polite as colleague.
It turned out to be so ugly, and I let myself being so embarrassed.
Trying to be mature and getting tough enough so that you won't make me feel a thing.
But I am far weak enough to be here.
Hoping there's no coincidence and no run-into.

All the people who are waiting for the drama, I have to let you down.
Please don't pretend you don't feel it and you don't know.
Still trying to hear the stroy or look at how awful I am or hoe embarrassed I could be.
So please stop mentioning them infront of me.
Stop asking me things and saying that you were good friends, right?

How hilarious it could be for your questions?
I believe you have eyes, don't you.
Don't pretend you're so nice to care about me or them.
And stop all the things "you think...."
Mind your own business and let me keep myself on my feet
And leave me alone.

I am seeking for the peace and trying so hard to stand aside.
Could you please not to involve me in.......
I am on my own now.
To my depression and disappointment, that's what the world is.