LoveHavana

A brand new week, a brand new day.
Trying to get over the past and becoming numb.
Everything seems to be not so important.

"No expectation, no disappointment."
It's good to look at things around me without feelings.
I am feeling good.I can say that.
Looking at things in plain sight.
And I feel as small as I could.

Eventually, I am still alive.

Back to basic, I feel nothing about today or any days in the future.
No meanings, no wishes, no hopes.
I could do that for a peaceful life.

Brother is right. Sherry is right.
I just don't want to face that.
So what do I really want?

I don't know.
And I don't know why I let myself into a dead end.